last day of the year. a stupid one.

ha. as I've told most of my friends, today, I have given, literally given a total stranger RM 50. do not ask me how it happened. sangat bodoh sekali.

happy new year. :(

current emotion: sad.

has nothing to do with the song.

angan-angan

I'm on AT! demmit. I'm boreddd.

1.How old are you?
21

2. Are you single?
No.

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
25! hehe. somewhere there la kot. cheh confident.

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
Dunno. u think?

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
the next best option. haha

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
errr. the one yg ada dewan. haha. like everyone else's nowadays.

7. Your ideal motif?
silver - cream colors? takleh byg.

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
mexico! haha itu random.

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
I dunno. but I'll make sure semua yg penting akan diajak.

10. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
entah.

11. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
takde cake pn takpe.

12. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
Like i said, dewan. yg cantik of course. hehe

13. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
No preference.

14. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
Indoor.

15. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?
yes, for both of us. hahaha.

16. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
well, i have a few in mind. but i remember telling my friends I'd like to have a karaoke session at my wedding where my husband-to-be and i would do a duet. hahaha. therefore, i have to marry a guy yg mempunyai suara yg sedap. haha.

17. Are you a morning person or a night person?
What does this question have to do with my wedding? ahah.

18. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
How would a solemn ceremony be? drg tak senyum ke bila kawin? definitely a light one! haha.

19. What age do you want to get married?
tadi dah tanye dah.

20. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
pls note that this is a description of an ideal husband in an absolute ideal situation.
he must be kind. not short-tempered. patient. funny. good-looking (not necessary the most handsome, drop-dead gorgeous looking, but, you know what i mean). caring. moderately sensitive. i mean, he doesnt have to cry watching any sad movies. haha. a little bit conservative. have compassion for others. do not only think of himself. taller than me. neat short hair. what else, what else? the list goes on..

21. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
Normal.

22. champagne or red wine?
Air mata kucing. haha. plain sirap would be fine.

23. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Right after the wedding! lame2 nnt mcm pegi bercuti biasa jer. haha

24. Money or household item?
household items.

25. Who will pay for the bills?
I'm not the type of person who is going to depend solely on my significant other. i can tolerate. so it would be, both of us. hehe. maybe we'll take turns? hurm. taktau.

26. Are you ready for married life?
No. i can't cook.

27. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
Yes

28. Will u always be true to your wife/husband?
Provided that he's treating me the same way. ;p

29. How many kids do u like?
3-4

30. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
New.

31. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
tak fhmla soalan ni.

32. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
the normal ones, nasik minyak.

33. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
no. still photos sudah.

34. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
err. i dun know. can i tag ad3ck? haha.

i personally think, life as an auditor is not that bad. ha.

i might change my views in 3 months or so. hehe. ;p

happy happy life. :D

hari raya ku berwarna oren.

hari ni hari raya ke-11. walaupun sedikit terlambat utk menceritakan pengharirayaan saya di hari raya pertama, tapi tak kesahlah. sbb ini blog saya. ikut suka saya lah nak cite bila2 pn kan. ahah. raya ke 21 dlm hidup saya ni (mengikut umur), raya pertama, kiterg beraya kt terengganu. setiu to be precised. tema baju raya thn ni ialah oren.

itu ayah, mak, amer (di seblah kiri saya) dan zafran

oren kan? ahaha. destinasi pertama ialah rumah tok ngah (ataupun tok ngoh dlm bahse tenganu nye). di rumah tok ngoh, aktiviti utama yg dilakukan ialah seperti di bawah:

mengait buah jambu,


dan menikmati jambu yg dikait.

jambu-jambu tersebut.

setelah selesai mengait jambu, kami pergi ke rumah tok nong. di rumah tok nong, tiada gamba kerana kami hanya pegi utk makan nasik dagang dan mengtest2 duduk2 dlm kereta baru anak tok nong. haha. taktau lah apa nama kete tu tapi drg kata kt tganu kete tu ada 4 bijik jek. bley pcaye ke? ntah. haha.

pastu, nk pegi rumah tok teh, tp tok teh takde kt rumah. maka, kiterg pn pegi rumah tok usop. rumah tok usop lebih menarik. sbb rumah die kt tepi pantai! :D

aktiviti utk kanak-kanak,

pastilah bermain pasir.

utk org lebih dewasa,

taktaulah ape ni. ahah.

Selamat Hari Raya! :D

I'm in that stage of life dah =.='

Rasa mcm sekejap jer dah habis belajar.. bila kira-kira, I've gone through 5 tahun sekolah rendah, 5 tahun sekolah menengah, 4 1/2 tahun uni. campur sume, 14 tahun stgh. so for 14 and half year I've been getting duit raya without miss. tahun ni takkan dapat! mak dah ckp tadi. "oh tahun ni, mak jimat lah rm50" . Siottt. hahaha.

14 years and a half being a kid (kira kid lah kan dpt duit raya?), I have never thought being a working adult (chewah.) would be quite stressful in terms of sorting out my own personal finance. all these while i thought of my parents' income mcm byk sangat jer. selalu terdetik di dalam hati. "kenapa kedekut sangat nak kasik duit belanja? gaji banyak2. chisss." ahaha. tapi percayalah. once you're working, your income mmg tak cukup! but being a human, it's normal lah. it's never enough for us. mcm peribahasa tu, dah bagi betis, nak peha pulak. hehe. skrg ni, bile dah ada gaji sendiri kan, not only you're not getting pocket money from your parents. by right you should start supporting them with all the household expenses. Sadly I did not directly contribute to those expenses out of my last two salaries. semua gara-gara volvo tu. haih. but i thought to myself, it's still okay. sbb I did buy dinner and makanan2 and barang2 dapur occasionally utk sume org.. (menyedapkan hati.. =.=')

So, for my third round of mendapat gaji this time, it's raya pulak! although I haven't finished fixing my dad's car. but i think, nak cat kereta tu bley tunggu lagi dua bulan kot. ;p maka pada raya kali ni,

saya akan memberi duit raya kepada mereka yg bernasib baik. ahaha

So, siapa2 nak duit raya, beratur lah kt dpn rumah hari raya nnt yer. ;p

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

persediaan hari raya.

ada 10 hari lagi nak puasa. tak sabar! i have to say, puasa tahun ni agak tak meaningful. haih. banyak jer buat dosa dan perkara2 lagha. :S dahlar berat pun tak turun. ahah. takpe. perlu focus for the last 10 days! sepanjang puasa, keadaan di mana kita tak dpt makan dan minum sesuka hati telah mencetuskan satu perasaan utk makan pelbagai benda selepas raya and blog about them. bes kan? ahaha. i mean, i've always been seorg yg amat suka makan. AMAT suka. so mcm kalau dpt mkn and complain or puji or apa2, mcm bagus pe.. perlu come out with a list of makanan2 lepas ni. :))

hari ni birthday dzue! and sekarang dah pukul 4 pagi. tak dpt tido. bosan. kalau tido lepas sahur ni mst esok tak bgn tido. ahah melampau. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DZUE! ;p

and on dzue's birthday, i got my birthday present. wheeeee! :D
terima kasih cik julia, efa, dzue and dyen!

ini adalah laptop bag anyway. in case korg ingat ni beg skolah. ahah.

golla green. heheh.

perhaps?

rasa mcm nk masuk pertandingan lah. :D

don't give up.

watched the X-files last night, which was not that X pn. cheh. faris and i had some difficulties understanding the whole plot. script die amat tak make sense. especially part yg last2 when mulder came after scully and tanya dia 'what did father joe say to you?' and dana replied,'don't give up!' . and suddenly both of them were realising something, which mulder called it as 'the bigger answer' (if i'm not mistaken. haha) . but i, as one of the penonton tak dpt realise apa yg dierg tgh sedar. mcm what the?? haha. but i had a great time quoting the lines. serious tak bes langsung! CSI pun lagi bes n menarik. and i think, the FBI dlm cite tuh tak memerlukan mulder pn to solve the case. mulder did nothing but persuading everyone to believe that father joe. heh? anyone cud do that. even i can do that. haha. k enough about x files.

anyway, yesterday's headline:

Permatang Pauh by-election on Aug 26 (updated)
By MAZWIN NIK ANIS
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PUTRAJAYA: The Election Commission has set Aug 16 for nomination and Aug 26 for polls for the Permatang Pauh by-election.
The seat fell vacant on July 31 after PKR president Datuk Seri Wan Azizah Wan Ismail resigned as Permatang Pauh MP to make way for her husband Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim to contest in the by-election. (Read more..)

as interesting as this politic conflicts get, the date of the election is the most important. can guess date apa tu? ;p

i think it was my first treasure hunt experience.

and we won! how membanggakan eh? haha.

heart being squeezed.

another weekend being fully-utilized at home. surprisingly tak bosan. maybe i just needed the rest. bangun tido selambat yg mampu utk smlm n hari ni. hehe.

working life is currently not bad. not that it's fun. it's just not bad. ahah. partly becuz i still get to see my friends. i dunno why when i was doing my intern last year mcm takde jmp org pun. wlupn balik office hour mcm biasa. mungkin klcc tuh jauh. yer lar tu kot kan.

i dunno whether i shud write about this here. in fact i dunno what is the most appropriate way to help myself get through this.. i've got no one to turn to.. haih. do u know how does it feels like to dikecewakan berkali-kali? i'm not sure myself whether or not i have the right to feel disappointed. was it too much to ask to feel respected and appreciated?

when i said i couldnt stand this anymore. i meant it. mmg tak mampu dah. but to let go is also something i'm not capable of doing. how can anyone be so selfish and so hurtful towards their loved ones. i have always thought that i'm not a difficult person. ive tolerated so many things. but he just doesnt see it.

is he worth the wait?

i'm very aware that he's treating me sesuka hati. i'm not stupid. but it's hard to let go.. i refuse to give up hope.. but it's so hard to bertahan as well.. :'(

tuhan, pls give me the strength to let go if he's really not for me.
i really need to let go. help me to forget, to let go..

jom fikir.

does having opinions about politics makes us intelligent, or at least sound smart?

i never really care about politics. so am i shallow-minded?

*berfikir*

the art of killing time.

it's 6 p.m. and i'm at the client's office doing nothing. i've been doing this since morning. other than the few things my colleague needed me to help her with, which was very few. VERY. i'm too bored already. too bored. although yea i can kill time by surfing the net ke apa2 kan.. but i'd rather do that at home! apa ke point nye duduk kt office client nih klu tak buat apa2 kan? kesian client kne charge mcm 8 hours of my time today. haha. as if lah kesian kan. apa2 jer. nak balikkk. pkul 6.11 dah nii. takkan nak duduk sini tak buat apa2 smp pkul 10. haih.

wheee. i think i'm gonna blurt out segala benda yg berlaku these past few weeks. not really past few weeks actually. last week.

last week was like the worst week ever. EVER. the whole week i was feeling miserable. i think more to depressed kot. why the depression? rahsia. haha. tapi result of depression? i had an accident on friday! friday morning lagi tuhh. tiga kereta skali. i was the cause berlakunya jam di persiaran kewajipan that morning. what actually happened? i'm not too sure myself. at first i thought that it was not my fault sbb i didn't see the brake lights of kereta dpn tuh kan. so mcm dats why langgar die. but then bila fikir balik, volvo ayahku itu rosak teruk skali, which means i was sangat laju. sbb volvo kan kononnya kuat n mcm susah nk crash teruk kan. then bila fikir lagi, impossible i was being sgt laju sbb the traffic light just turned green. so baru start jalan n kereta byk, like how fast can i be pn kan? after talking to my mom, she was like, 'ke lia sebenarnya nak brake tapi pegi tekan minyak like the last time u did to my kelisa?' and mcm it makes sense! dat was how i went that laju. cuba bygkn when u meant to step on the brake.. nk tekan brake mst lah smp habis kan. so imagine i step on the minyak smp habis. :D bygkan the impact i made to that poor savvy yg i langgar. the impact was sgt kuat smp he then hit a vios in front of him. a verry bad, sad day. there goes my first salary. ughh. gajiku juga rasanya tak ckup nak cover volvo buruk tuh. bengang gilaa. okay i dunno whether i hv the right utk bengang ke tak since it was my fault lah kot kan. ahah. but my dad surely bengang gila lah kereta dia.. haih. tak sengaja! taktaulahh. i think luck was not on my side last week. sedih gila..but truthfully, the accident was not the main cause of kesedihan.. haih.

ada byk lagi nak tulis sbnanye. tapi i seriously wanna go home!!!

in between.

setelah sekian lama. ahah. done 1 week of bekerja already. starting the 2nd week tomorrow. God. help me through this. amiinn.

sebelum mula bekerja, i watched several movies, went to kuching and kota kinabalu, made a few new friends. june was fun. real fun. here comes july..

so today is the first weekend setelah bergelar pekerja. spent the day with dyen. taman warisan pertanian. what a random thing to do. menarik dan free. ha. itu yg penting. ahah.

cannot write long long. tomorrow is gonna be a very long day. *keluh*

millie, everything is gonna be okay. everything. :)

ubat

since telingaku semakin teruk, mcm org kene kudis yg sadis tuh, pastu bengkak (haa. thats how they look like. boleh bygkan? u dun hv to pun. ahaha. i did ask zafran to snap a picture of those luka. sbb i cudnt see for myself lah kan dh kt blkg telinga. heh. and NO i'm not putting them up here), dan mcm dah tak tahan dah sakitnye, i decided utk pegi berjumpa doctor (satu benda yg saya paling benci sekali untuk buat). kenapa tak suka jmp doctor, thats another different story. hehe. so

anyway, after showing her the back of my ears, doktor itu pn berkata, "ni dh berkuman nii." which means, both of my telinga sudah infected! huuuuuuuu. and i thought applying dettol 3 times a day to the luka akan membunuh kuman? nampaknye tidak. (pengajaran: jgn letak dettol pada luka yg disbbkan oleh alahan)

maka doktor tuh mengprescribed 3 benda: antibiotik, ubat gatal dan cream tuh. and of course i wont be able to tulis the exact nama of those ubat lah kan.

those + consultation, cost me rm48.00 . mahal kann?? ke tak mahal? i dunno. haihhh. there goes sekeping duit hijau tua ku.

2.70

if anyone asked did i join the crowd and q'ed (i actually hv forgotten how to spell queue? or is it qeueu? haha) to isi minyak smlm, i'd say i did. haha. while waiting, i was listening to hot fm where there was a caller who has been q'ing since 8pm. and it was already 11pm at that time! hohoho. luckily it took me only 1/2 an hour. mayb sbb tak ramai penduduk subang jaya yg tahu actually ada 3 stesen minyak di usj 1. hehehe. lucky me! lalala~ :))

walaubagaimanapun, saya cuma isi rm15 jer smlm.. haha. klu tank tuh betul2 kosong mungkin lebih terasa puas utk join the chaos kan.

alergikk.

i am suffering from the worst allergies ever! EVER. tak kesahlah ayat tuh betul ke tak kan.. the back of my ears, can no longer be described by words. sangat terukkkk. huish. it's been three weeks kot since i wore mock's earrings. ingatkan takde hal lah. cm try2 4-5 earrings cmtuh. tak bley jugak. siot. ok. to make things clear, sy tidak boleh memakai earrings yg silver2 tu.. tak tau knape. i can only wear gold ones. haha ok i knoe this sounds amat mengada sekali. tapi mmg takleh. klu pkai, jd mcm skrg lah. i'd rather not wear any earrings pun. stressss dan sakit kot. bukan kot. mmg sakit. huuu. :(

pastuh, haha today i made another accomplishment. berjaya membuat pasta! previously nasik goreng. hari ni, pasta. cuti yg quite productive i wud say. dun u think? hehe. malangnye gambar tak dpt diletak sbb hp ku tak dpt didetect oleh laptop nih. heh. bluetooth laptop ni plak cm hilang. tatau mana. logik tak? ahaha.

anyway, saya suka lagu nihhh! i like lah's version better. :))

kenduri di gombak.

yet another kenduri. haha. inilah aktiviti2 cuti sekolah. setiap minggu pegi kenduri. last week serting. yg post yg ni pulak, abg tamziz kawin. takde kena mengena langsung kan? abg kwn yg kawin pn sebok nk pegi. hahaha. tak kesahlah. dah org ajak, kita pegi jer lah kan. next weekend, sepupu pulak nk tunang. there will be a post bout that one too. hahah.

anyway, kenduri abg tamziz nih di gombak. this is the furthest destination so far that i drove my-not-at-all-new manual car utk pegi. kagum takk? masa pegi gila terer tak mati enjin langsung. tapi masa balik malangnya, federal highway tuh jam lah pulak.. so adelah tiga kali mati enjin. ahaha. yg penting skali, tak mcm kuda tau! smooth driving jerr. chewah. hahah. n lebih kagum sbb smp rumah tamziz tanpa sesat2 jalan. gombak tu.. jangan main-main. :D

so seperti biasa, mestilah ada gambar. mari lihat!

sitting from left: iiman, aina, eby, dayah, me, tamziz, zaini, rozi
standing from left: safwan, mock, effi, ani

me with tamziz si tuan rumah.

back from the kenduri, lepas hanta mock, dzue and i went to sunway pyramid. jalan-jalan and makan-makan. makan byk gila. mula-mula kiterg makan takoyaki. then, donat jco. pastuh gi makan steamboat! hehh. mmg perut rase nk meletup. rase jer lah kan. balik tuh penat gile dan ngantuk. penat sbb sakit kaki wk manual sepjg hari. ngantuk sbb makan byk sgt.

speaking of makan byk. hari tuh pegi buat medical check up untuk nak kerja nih kann. berat naik gila banyakkk. takkan di disclose di sini. huuuu. baru cuti tiga minggu kottt. hish.

tapi, kalau fikir2 balik pattern makan, tgklah pegi pyramid brape jenis makanan yg dimakan kan.. tuh pn dlm mase 4 hours! mmg padanlah punn.. hahahah. :D

perlu kurus! perlu perlu!

tagged!

5 things found in my handbag

five?? i can't come up with five things. ngeh. ok try.
i. wallet
ii. handphoneku yg cantik tapi dah calar balar! heish.
iii. kunci rumah
iv. vaseline
v. err.. body butter? kadang2 jer bwk ni.. hrm.

5 things found in my wallet
i. mykad
ii. resit-resit yg ptt dibuang.
iii. atm cards
iv. expired jusco card
v. duit syiling. ahah

5 favourite things in my room

i. my cube clock
ii. bantal-bantal
iii. carpet kecik tu
iv. dua almari besar tuh.
takde dh kot. i dun really like my katil. haha

5 things I've always wanted to do

i. travel freely!
ii. sign up for dancing class
iii. pegi cardiff and cekik pijan, pastu tinggalkan dia.
iv. jalan-jalan kt penang! haih.
v. menguruskan diri. ahah

5 things i'm currently into

- watching tv
- DDR dkt arcade
- online! facebook, blog, videos at youtube.
- chatting with random people
- memujuk hati yg sedih.

5 presents i wish for...

- a wardrobe full of pretty clothes
- kurus!! hahah. kurus bley kire present ke.
- pretty handbags!
- new bed. ahah
- flight tickets to anywhere plus pocket moneyy.

The person who tagged you is...
Ubuntu jabir.

5 impressions of her

-pembazir
-kuruss
-pandai bwk kete manual. hahah
-alien
-unpredictable.

Most memorable thing she has done to you...

- she drove me to places. hahaha

If she becomes your lover, you will...

- make sure she will not waste my money into investments such as handbags and shoes. :D

I'm tagging:

- bil! if ever she reads this. hehe

Umur yang saya ingin kembali (and why)

Tagged by encik ad3ck

Umur 13 thn. kenapa yer. sbb masa tu form 2. pastu skola ptg. pastu cm kire senior sesi ptg (haha. poyo) anyway, mase form 2 best. ponteng2 seronok pastu pegi surau. yerlar. klu skola pagi nk pegi surau buat ape kan. haha. klu ptg, bley ponteng 2 kali tu.

hoho. ok jahat buat surau jadi tmpt ponteng. benda dah jadi. hehe. :D

saya nak tag fana , mushana , and bil !

Kenduri.

hari ni pegi serting. (OMG. bandar bahau dah ada cineplex okayy. eh, dah ada ke akan ada eh? samalah tu.) anyway, pegi serting for mira's wedding. mira dh kawinn. percaya tak? after 5 yrs meninggalkan mrsm tuh.. kawan pertama yg kawin. note that tora pun nk tunang this june. hish. pressure tak? tak. haha.

mereka yg ada tadi: dila, mock, munee, ana (IB), pi'e, kama, niza, mushana, fairuz, dayat, cik nini, mar, izza kecik, waheeda, hani, norm, amin joker. (i really hope i didnt miss anyone.)

anyway. nk letak gambar-gambar jer lah.

pasangan itu. :D

referring to my post titled these are my songs, yes. i had a sempurna weekend! :D

oh for more pictures lihatlah facebook!

oh oh oh! today as in 24th May, is cak's birthday! happy birthday! :))

it's not mine.

i think this is when i shud stop.

These are my songs.

Got this from ubuntu's blog
haha. she didn't tag me. but i've always been fond of surveys. and this one seems interesting. lets do this! :D

LE RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer. Even though it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!!!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions. And with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the question

How are you feeling today?
The Last Goodnight - Pictures of You.
I don't really understand the lyrics.

Will you get far in life?
Micheal Buble - Always on My Mind
According to this lyrics, if I were the one singing this, I wont get far in life I think. Cuz I've hurt someone and seems like nothing can be done to fix things. hah.

How do your friends see you?
MLTR - Breaking My Heart
hoh sangat accurate. i mean, they dont really feel this way about me. but this is what i've been telling them over and over how i feel about that someone.

There is no excuse my friend
For breaking my heart
Breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
You’re breaking my heart again

maybe eventually it will come true one of these days.

Will you get married?
Rihanna - Please Don't Stop the Music
Does not make any sense.

What is your best friend's theme song?
Letto - Sebelum Cahaya
I think I have a few best friends. tapi I wanna refer this one to sehah. dear sehah, is this really your theme song? seems like someone left you and you can't get over it. M ke? haha

What is the story of your life?
Yellowcard - Only One
Depressingly sad if this is true. taknak begini sepjg hidup.. :(

What is high school like?
Kris Dayanti - Cobalah Untuk Setia
Haha. maybe this means i should stick to one crush only semasa di sekolah.

How can you get ahead in life?
Gigi - 11 Januari
Great. something good is gonna happen to me 11th January next year.

What is the best thing about your friends?
Reza Salleh - Ocean Spanning Sorrow
I really dunno how to relate to this one.

What is in store for this weekend?
Sempurna - Gita Gutawa
I do not wanna go into the lyrics. nak amik title jer boleh? hoping my coming weekend is going to be sempurna. :)

How is your life going?
Teardrops on My Guitar - Taylor Swift
I should've saw this coming if it's true. pasrah.

What song will they play at your funeral?
Colbie Callait - The Little Things
I do not want this to be played on my funeral. Yassin lahh.

Will you have a happy life?
Erra Fazira - Ya Atau Tidak
Referring to the title only. gila uncertain weyy. YA YA YA!

What do your friends really think of you?
Ziana Zain - Dingin
i tak dinginnn lah!! to certain ppl, maybe yes. hehe

Do people secretly lust after you?
Cassie - Is It You?
they are wondering is it me i guess. :p

How can I make myself happy?
Hujan - Aku Skandal
Referring to the title, i should get myself a new scandal. then maybe i'd be happy :D :D

What should you do with your life?
Ayu OIAM - Hanya di Mercu
Interesting..

Will you ever have children?
Reza Salleh - For Her

For who??? hahaha. does this mean i'm gonna have children for her? for my mom maybe. :D

I wanna tag people. But I dont have much friends who write blogs. so, sesiapa yg baca ni, buatlah! hehe

birthdays

happy birthday ubuntu (fana. haha) !! ok this post would be dated as 16th may. i knoe ur birthday is 15th may. smlm dh wish kt ym. :D

and happy birthday to pijan jugak. happy anniversary.

Ke Bintang!

heeee. Semalam habis exam! sekarang kami semua sudah officially menganggur selama
1 hari 5 jam 11 minit. :D :D dah habis belajarr. tak payah tanya lah how was the paper kan. mmg gila merepek (siapa yg beli ikan online?? org yg amik exam maf smlm jer tau. haha). yg penting ialah, apa yg kiterg buat lepas tuhh. i'm using sehah's laptop. so sgt bersemangat utk mengupload gambarr! :))

DSB w ita. ahah. takkan exam kt situ dh. (hopefully)

us outside of DSB.. seronok habis exam! :D

anyway, selepas exam we went to pyramid. safwan was our official driver for yesterday since fana refused to pegi awal for ice skating. safwan's driving was terrible. haha. tapi takpe. kami selamat sampai ke pyramid dan selamat pulang juga. di pyramid, kami bermula dgn aktiviti ice-skating. bestt. :) mula2, agak cuak. first time kata.. mst ar cuak kan. tp lama2 mcm bes. tak pyh pegang tepi punn.. (dgn nada berlagak. haha) agak sama dgn pakai roller blade. tapi lagi licin kot. mula2 budget nk eksyen tak jatuh pn. haha. tp yan telah menyebabkan kejatuhan lalu menyebabkan kelenjunan seluar yg hebat. haish.

kami in action!

selepas ber ice skate, kami berbowling. bes gile beberape kali strike n spare. gotta ask safwan for my strike moment video! ahah.

itu mahzuan and wani.

after bowling, we had dinner at the italiannies. i'm gonna exhibit the food we had there.

left: mock's. nampak a bit mcm acar nasik minyak. hehe.
right: izza's

left: fana with hers
right: sehah's yg dah habis. haha.

well, mine pn dh habis n waiter tu dh angkat pn pinggannye. ahaha. then sedang kami makan2, tetibe we saw sumthing peculiar dlm piring dkt dgn safwan.



nampak tak the sugar tuh fridays punya? ahaha. then we asked the waiter, Gerrard about it. dgn kerek nye die menceritakan tgif dan italiannies sort of bergabung and ada bar dkt luar italiannies tu actually owned by both tgif and italiannies. die tak gelak pun. cheh. kerek.

anyway, we had fun the whole day. the dinner at italiannies tuh mcm sgt warm and happy. here's a pic of all of us.



kemudian, kami pun pulang ke rumah.. :)

P.A.N.A.S

cuaca di malaysia amat panas lately. malam2 pun. sebagai bukti, my housemates have been tidur-ing secara setinggan di depan tv for 1 week now. i didn't sebab:

• tak muat dah.
• i'm in subang! :D

but anyway, i think i need non-stop supply of air tembikai yg berais skrg ni.

it ANNOYS me.

One thing that i hate the most:

when i send someone emails/messages and that someone TAK REPLY.

i DO NOT like talking to myself.

who does anything without expecting a reply?

komunikasi itu penting dan memerlukan two-way.

dan kata orang, orang yang cakap sorang2 tu orang gila.

tak suka pijan.

spotted!

sedang mencari2 cupcakes for mother's day (yeah yeah i got the disease from mock and odie. haha). and wallah! look at what i had come across!


let me spell them out for you.

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y A M A L I A 2 1 Y E A R S

hahaha. ok. '1' tuh i yg tambah sendiri. bestnya klu ada org nak kasikk. *berangan*

oh anyway, do visit the webbie! marvelcakes.

my typing speed

sorry ad3ck. i'm faster than youu. :D :D


51 words

Speedtest

late night post.

one more paper to go on the 7th. gambatee. i think i did not do well for my exam this time. CLUELESS wei.

Futures & Options: Briefly explain basis risk. (huh? interest rate swaps demmit tak blaja.)

Accounting Theory & Practice: Environmental accounting. Suggest how would you encourage environmental accounting to overcome the inadequacies of current conventional accounting.
ok. the Q was a little bit different from this. tapi basically this was what being asked. (oii. i takde working experience lah nk tau how inadequate the conventional accounting is. i dun even know how environmental accounting looks like punn!! gile busuk ar soalan.)

nasib baik ais was quite okayy. ada lagi satu. haih..

i seriously wanted to put up pictures in my posts. tapi pc nih amatnye lembab and menghalang keinginan itu. i have no patience to upload pictures into this pc veteran nih. can't wait for 7hb!! :D

and oh. i read someone's blog which says 'Doktor saran makan tahi hidung boleh jaga kesihatan'. hahaha. apakah ini? selepas ini anda semua tak perlu segan silu untuk korek hidung di khalayak ramai ok. hahahah.

ok perlu meminta kebenaran owner blog itu selepas ini. ahaha.
oh well, this is the address of the blog: ad3ck's bLoG :))

one of those times.

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
.
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

- Damian Rice.

Bermood sayu.. sedih hati. :(

cerita baru.

i've been to two job interviews. haven't heard any news from any of them. hehe. mcm tak dpt jer. i'm actually quite confused with what i should be doing after my degree. i knoe i wanted to complete at least one professional qualification. but which one? part-time ke full-time ke? local or overseas? should i start working in july? should i start in audit firm or straight away go commercial? gile pening wey. one of the firms which i went for the interview had clearly clarified, assuming i'm being offered for the job, and assuming i wanna do acca, they'd want me to complete at least one paper in this coming december exam. uish. gile cpt. tapi i still hv that dream of doing acca di uk, which would need me to apply for scholarship, which akan kluar either in this oct or feb nxt yr. if i were to apply utk scholarship tu, n klu lah i got the job, mstlah nk delay buat acca part-time with the firm kan? betul tak? mstlah nk tunggu whether i'd be selected for the spc kan?

if to think of the pros and cons. to do acca locally pn is not that bad. in fact, not bad at all. ramai jek world prize winners utk acca tu student sunway. no need to go that far pn kan. tapinye, nk rase pegi uk! isk isk. :( dpt pegi london gile best. rase mcm niat dh salah pn ade kan? haihh.

pastunye. if i were to do any pro qua locally, i'm thinking to go for micpa jugak. i mean, not do acca n micpa serentak. but micpa is also one of my options. since i've failed the last time, why not re-attempt kan? at least i already knew the whole process of sitting for micpa exam.

maybe i should seek for firm which would allow me to delay nk buat professional qualification. i wanna try for that spc! but i also need to work masa sblum offer spc tu kluar.. nk kene ada income jugak.. duit mara nk stop dh ni.. isk isk. :((

pastu, cerita seterusnye. sufiah the genius. hurm. i'm one of those who are against the govt attempt to save her. what for?? she did not contribute anything to the country. what have she done for us? daripada sebok2 nk selamatkan dia kt uk tu, baik slamatkan prostitutes kt malaysia ni yg desperately doing whatever they are doing for the sake of survival. what for saving sufiah who is vey proud and happy with what she is doing for living? she claimed she's now being treated like a princess. dia seronok dgn hidup die. why waste time and effort on someone who does not even have the tiniest regret in her? pembaziran melampau! there are too many other MALAYSIAN CITIZENS who ARE living IN MALAYSIA needing the help from the govt. haih. kesal.

now back to my life. malam ni ade dinner! although it is for the whole part 8 students and not only my batch, i'm still looking forward to it. :D and oh, i'm having my exams starting end of this month. the first paper would be malaysian futures and options on the 24th. uhh. dah nak habis belajar! cepat kan? hehe.

ais.

we've spent the last one hr and a half bersembang dan berborak dan bergosip in this lab. skrg tgh ais. and the lecturer is in front. not that we talk while he's in front lecturing, but we talk while he's in front reading. reading apa, i dunno. the point is, i'm bored. everyone is surfing the internet and i'm in no mood of doing the same. so di sinilah i. hehe.

today is the third day after the election. and the results were, shocking? not really shocking. kinda expected dah. its obvious lah. five states are now in the hands of the opposition. i dun hv much to say on this. like ive said before, i'm not into politics. knowing few facts is already enough for me.

anyway, DAP's hannah yeoh who won in subang jaya is quite young. i heard from someone that she was once a head prefect of smsj. tapi tak sempat lah dgn dia. super super senior.
(takde apa utk di point out from this pun. saja nk ckp. ahah)

hish bosan.

I'm currently in search for a job. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EFA! :))

marchh!

after so long. it's already marchh. and i just finished my mid-term test today. there's nothing much to watch on TV. Malaysian TV channels are busy with the coming election. propaganda di mana2. this year's election is like whoaa. (i do not know whether it's really whoaa or i just didnt care about election dulu2. hehe). so. for 2008 election. whats it gonna be for barisan nasional? just u wait for 8th march. enough about the election. pleasee i want real news on tv. haishh. it's not that i have anything against the election, but it's practically everywhere. newspapers, traffic lights, the cars on the highway, etc etc. i'm not into politics. period.

nak balik rumahh. giler lah. dah dua weekend tak balik.

updates for the last three weeks.
- was broken-hearted. cried several times. ngeh.
- financial planning talk
- went swimming
- line dancing (having high hopes to sign up for classes for this.)
- jalan2 di bukit tinggi (new jusco di klang)
- nyanyi2 sume lagu yg ada dlm mp3. i think i've memorized all the 59 songs. hehe

i really havent done much i think. ahah. oklah. bye.

break ends.

esok nak start klasss. and i still have loads of assignments. and the most delayed sekali. koreaa.

other than that, i'm holding grudge. seriously. dengki, menyampah sume ada.

it's very frustrating to see how some people can get whatever they wanted in life without having to work for it.

bukan nak kata tak bersyukur ke apa kan. tapi, tu lah.

dahlar dpt sume benda. pastu tak reti nak emphathize for others yang tak bernasib baik like them.

be sensitive sikit lah. open your eyes and see beyond what's around you. think of comfort of others. fikir diri sendiri jekk.

i dunno whether what i'm feeling has anything to do with ape org ckp tu 'melayu mmg suka dengki'? or not.

does it matter pun?

saya mmg tak berpuas hati. tak suka.

pastu, i'm also done meminta this and that. and i'm done telling this and that. i wont ask anymore. and i'm not giving either.

i wont make time to chat nor talk. i'll just refuse.

maybe it's better off.

ACCA-related.

My recent visit to MARA, which was earlier today is my second visit. eh no. third already. the first one was with eby before the SPC ad was out. second was with dyen last monday after the ad is out but I did not manage to get the SPC form (sbb i bluntly menceritakan kisah benar bahawa I haven't finished my degree). and the third one is today. with eby again. I did not present myself at the counter for fear of akak kt counter tuh would recognize me since I was just there last monday. hehe. so only eby went up and flashed our diploma transcript and unethically, we did secure ourselves the forms. hurm. sounds wrong eh? agakk ahh.

However, later on we went to an agency which manages application to uni's (yet another. *sigh*). There, this akak explained all the same procedures that I've heard from mabecs, iuacc, etc2 and the outcome is just the same. Akan tetapi I did ask her on how much probability for us (yg tak habis degree lagi nih) to get the SPC. jgn kata nk dpt SPC, pegi interview pn belum tentu. haha. and unfortunate for us, she said MARA will not consider applicants who have not completed their degree/dip or whtever. haih. so usaha mendptkan borang tuh agak cm.. sedikit sia2. sedikit jer lah. cuz we thought of just submitting. manalah tahu kann.

semakin jumpa ramai orang (agent2, mara, etc) dan mendengar kata-kata dan tunjuk ajar mereka, semakin tipis peluang yg kelihatan. haish.

nak buat local pun takde duit. ngeh. maybe i'll just go and get a job. haih.

ohh. result micpa sampai kt rumah tadi. -> failure.

THE result.

MICPA result is out.

I failed. Advanced Taxation itu sudah gagal.

will continue? will not? tidak tahu.

Thaipusam. :D

pada 23 Januari yg lalu, (hari Thaipusam) i went to tasik titiwangsa! naik roda ferris tuhh. haha. eye on Malaysia. I shudve included this in my list of kemahuan in my previous post. but anyway, mmg nak naik pun benda tuh. lupa nak taruk jerr. not only pegi naik EOM tu. they even made me go visit Balai Seni Negara. hoi tak larat lah kan. tgk2 lukisan. boring jer. ahaha.

seperti yang anda lihat dalam gambar di bawah, mereka yg ada ialah,
from left: yan (standing), qalai, codain, fariq, munee, dila, mock.

it was undeniably one of my happiest days. berjumpa fav org2. pakcik fariq yg sudah mahu memulakan kerjaya sebagai kelasi (haha), all the best! qalai and codain with their SLRs. sangat cool ok. semua gambar2 codain turned out amat menarik. mayb mmg sebab camera lah kot. hehe. havent seen qalai's output tho. tapi mesti menarik jugakk. dila, who is in pursue of winning norman KRU's heart (gile ar klu ni kuar kt melodi. gossip hangatt. ahahaha). munee yg sedang menghabiskan sisa2 percutian, n mock yg masih lagi classmate ku dari form 4 sampai lah skrg. :)

walaupun tak dapat picnic dan berkayak, hari itu tetap seronok.
going anywhere with great companions surely promises great times. :)

harapan di tahun baru.

hi 2008. :)

esok saya akan memulakan semester baru yg merupakan semester akhir saya di UiTM. saya juga tidak lagi tinggal di kolej. saya kini tinggal di rumah sewa bersama odie, izza, mock, sehah, effi, dan fana. what it's like? hehe belum tahu.

sempena tahun baru, semester baru, rumah baru dan apa-apa lagi yg baru, saya mahu menyenaraikan azam tahun baru saya beserta kemahuan-kemahuan saya di tahun ini.

azam:
1. mahu menjimatkan wang. perlu simpan sebanyak yang mungkin.
rasional: MARA tidak akan menyumbang lagi kepada saya mulai bulan Mei/Jun.
Tambahan pula, saya akan ke Phuket pada bulan Jun. *pening*
2. mahu bersungguh apabila melakukan sesuatu.
3. belajar dengan tekun. tidak banyak membuang masa. tidak mahu bertangguh.
*saya mahu first class. tolong*
4. belajar masak. hehe.
5. menjadi lebih rajin untuk melakukan kerja-kerja rumah.

kemahuan:
1. kamera digital yang baru! belum ada specific model. sedang survey sony & canon.
2. laptop baru? herm. mungkin kemahuan tahun 2009 lah ni. hehe.
3. nak pegi sunway lagoon.
4. nak pegi redang dengan dyen, dzue, efa, hopefully aliaa juga.
*bergantung kpd azam #1 di atas*
5. nak fly. *bergantung kpd azam #3 di atas*
6. nak pegi phuket dengan senang hati.
7. mp3 player baru! creative zen like the last one yg rosak pn ok.
8. nak jumpa pijan. :) *klu nk pegi sana jmp dia, bergantung kpd azam #1 juga*

maka dgn itu, itu lah azam dan kemahuan-kemahuan saya yang masih belum pasti. saya mengucapkan semoga berjaya kpd diri saya sendiri.

what about yours? :)