Wednesday, April 23, 2008

one of those times.

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
.
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

- Damian Rice.

Bermood sayu.. sedih hati. :(


Friday, April 11, 2008

cerita baru.

i've been to two job interviews. haven't heard any news from any of them. hehe. mcm tak dpt jer. i'm actually quite confused with what i should be doing after my degree. i knoe i wanted to complete at least one professional qualification. but which one? part-time ke full-time ke? local or overseas? should i start working in july? should i start in audit firm or straight away go commercial? gile pening wey. one of the firms which i went for the interview had clearly clarified, assuming i'm being offered for the job, and assuming i wanna do acca, they'd want me to complete at least one paper in this coming december exam. uish. gile cpt. tapi i still hv that dream of doing acca di uk, which would need me to apply for scholarship, which akan kluar either in this oct or feb nxt yr. if i were to apply utk scholarship tu, n klu lah i got the job, mstlah nk delay buat acca part-time with the firm kan? betul tak? mstlah nk tunggu whether i'd be selected for the spc kan?

if to think of the pros and cons. to do acca locally pn is not that bad. in fact, not bad at all. ramai jek world prize winners utk acca tu student sunway. no need to go that far pn kan. tapinye, nk rase pegi uk! isk isk. :( dpt pegi london gile best. rase mcm niat dh salah pn ade kan? haihh.

pastunye. if i were to do any pro qua locally, i'm thinking to go for micpa jugak. i mean, not do acca n micpa serentak. but micpa is also one of my options. since i've failed the last time, why not re-attempt kan? at least i already knew the whole process of sitting for micpa exam.

maybe i should seek for firm which would allow me to delay nk buat professional qualification. i wanna try for that spc! but i also need to work masa sblum offer spc tu kluar.. nk kene ada income jugak.. duit mara nk stop dh ni.. isk isk. :((

pastu, cerita seterusnye. sufiah the genius. hurm. i'm one of those who are against the govt attempt to save her. what for?? she did not contribute anything to the country. what have she done for us? daripada sebok2 nk selamatkan dia kt uk tu, baik slamatkan prostitutes kt malaysia ni yg desperately doing whatever they are doing for the sake of survival. what for saving sufiah who is vey proud and happy with what she is doing for living? she claimed she's now being treated like a princess. dia seronok dgn hidup die. why waste time and effort on someone who does not even have the tiniest regret in her? pembaziran melampau! there are too many other MALAYSIAN CITIZENS who ARE living IN MALAYSIA needing the help from the govt. haih. kesal.

now back to my life. malam ni ade dinner! although it is for the whole part 8 students and not only my batch, i'm still looking forward to it. :D and oh, i'm having my exams starting end of this month. the first paper would be malaysian futures and options on the 24th. uhh. dah nak habis belajar! cepat kan? hehe.