break ends.

esok nak start klasss. and i still have loads of assignments. and the most delayed sekali. koreaa.

other than that, i'm holding grudge. seriously. dengki, menyampah sume ada.

it's very frustrating to see how some people can get whatever they wanted in life without having to work for it.

bukan nak kata tak bersyukur ke apa kan. tapi, tu lah.

dahlar dpt sume benda. pastu tak reti nak emphathize for others yang tak bernasib baik like them.

be sensitive sikit lah. open your eyes and see beyond what's around you. think of comfort of others. fikir diri sendiri jekk.

i dunno whether what i'm feeling has anything to do with ape org ckp tu 'melayu mmg suka dengki'? or not.

does it matter pun?

saya mmg tak berpuas hati. tak suka.

pastu, i'm also done meminta this and that. and i'm done telling this and that. i wont ask anymore. and i'm not giving either.

i wont make time to chat nor talk. i'll just refuse.

maybe it's better off.

ACCA-related.

My recent visit to MARA, which was earlier today is my second visit. eh no. third already. the first one was with eby before the SPC ad was out. second was with dyen last monday after the ad is out but I did not manage to get the SPC form (sbb i bluntly menceritakan kisah benar bahawa I haven't finished my degree). and the third one is today. with eby again. I did not present myself at the counter for fear of akak kt counter tuh would recognize me since I was just there last monday. hehe. so only eby went up and flashed our diploma transcript and unethically, we did secure ourselves the forms. hurm. sounds wrong eh? agakk ahh.

However, later on we went to an agency which manages application to uni's (yet another. *sigh*). There, this akak explained all the same procedures that I've heard from mabecs, iuacc, etc2 and the outcome is just the same. Akan tetapi I did ask her on how much probability for us (yg tak habis degree lagi nih) to get the SPC. jgn kata nk dpt SPC, pegi interview pn belum tentu. haha. and unfortunate for us, she said MARA will not consider applicants who have not completed their degree/dip or whtever. haih. so usaha mendptkan borang tuh agak cm.. sedikit sia2. sedikit jer lah. cuz we thought of just submitting. manalah tahu kann.

semakin jumpa ramai orang (agent2, mara, etc) dan mendengar kata-kata dan tunjuk ajar mereka, semakin tipis peluang yg kelihatan. haish.

nak buat local pun takde duit. ngeh. maybe i'll just go and get a job. haih.

ohh. result micpa sampai kt rumah tadi. -> failure.